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Monday, June 23, 2008,12:27 AM
Random rant in the middle of the night

I would like to start off by saying .. I want to kick your faces so deep inside your head, you could put rice into the bowl I would have made.

Mandy knows of my deep, passionate hatred for these kinds of people, since Junior High School, and the same hatred still exists.

*Note: 'You' is a general term, no matter what you guys choose to believe.

Type of person #1: The Social Climber.
So, I've gotten into an argument with a friend, which led us to not be friends anymore, but now we're friends again, because of this thing we call social climbing. (i love you now, lily liang :D) Bitch, you're at the bottom of the ladder. The higher you climb, the harder your fall is gonna be. Just like you would step from rung to rung on a ladder, you step over other people just to get to other people.. then you "forget" to look who you've left behind. It's not cool. Some kind people would be willing to console you, sympathize with you, and say, "Nooo, you're just making new friends." To other people, the ones who are fucking fed up with you and your shit... you're a social climber. No, it's not called making your own friends when you met them off of one of your friends and you stole their screennames and numbers for no apparent reasons at all.

People leave their buddylists opened, so that THEY can access it, have communication with THEIR friends... they're not leaving it opened so that you can rob, yes ROB, screennames so that you can talk to "your" new friends alongside, pretending to be SOOOO close to them. If you want to be their friend, I mean, I'm not saying you can't, by all means.. but don't act as if you're so close with them just after meeting them once and exchanging "Hellos" and "Goodbyes." Plus, if you wanted their screennames, wouldn't you just be able to ask them for it, instead of being a lonely psychopath stalker and taking it from someone else? I don't know about anyone else, but that fucking pisses me off. DON'T FUCKING ASK PEOPLE FOR MY FUCKING SCREENNAME. IF I WANTED YOU TO HAVE IT, I'D FUCKING GIVE IT TO YOU. And it goes the same to the person WHO GAVE IT OUT. LIKE WTF! Have a fucking brain; if I wanted to give it, I'd have given it, don'tcha think? There are definitely a few exceptions. Thank you, to those who TELL or ASK me when someone asks for my screenname. That way, I can be the one to give my own screenname if I wanted to.

This is the same for PHONE NUMBERS. Phone numbers are personal! It leaves a person vulnerable to psychopathic social climbers... like you ROFL. There are reasons why people don't just give out their numbers like that - they don't want to be reachable to some people.. which is exactly why you don't just rob, yes ROB again, numbers from other people's phones. It's disrespectful for one, and two, STEALING IS A SIN (for those of you who believe in God). What's the point of having so many numbers in your phonebook? To PRETEND you have a lot of friends? To show people that you're "important"? HA. I would like to laugh at you. Oh I already have :D Hehehehe! Oh my. LOL! This is especially when you don't EVEN KNOW THE FUCKING PERSON. "Ooh, who's this? Cool, lemme STEAL this number so I can stalk later!" Uhm, yea.. no. And this is why, when you look through your phonoebook later on, you realize that you don't even know who some people are. Funny & ironic at the same time, no?

... And then when you get yourself to be so close to the person, and the person turns out to like you as more than a friend, you cry to someone who you pretend to have cared about and bitch, like a little skank, to. Now now, who's fault is that? Ahem, yours much? Damn yo, I never thought people would go to such an extent to achieve attention monging tactics SO well.

Oh and PLEASE don't try to pass this off as jealousy. What's there to be jealous of? The fact that friends find you to be oddly annoying and so social climb-ey? ROFL, I know I'd rather not be thought of in that way.


Type of person #2: The Denial-er.
NO, WE DON'T WANT YOU AROUND.
YES, YOU ARE THAT WAY.

Freaking people need to open up their eyes to observe themselves. When someone tells you that you're something, then maybe you should try to see it from their view too.. instead of saying "huh? really? no.." because sometimes, that person could be right about you and you couldn't even see it.

And oftentimes, people act a certain way around you to show whether they want you around or not - I'm that type of person. If it's obvious I despise you, please, get the fuck out of my face and never reappear again. Don't try to act so nice and kind in front of me, it just makes me wanna kick your face in that much more. Hehe, *giggle giggle. Oh just shut the fuck up (see Type #3: The Fake). Someone once told me that if you know you're not wanted at a certain place, just show up anyway, just to piss the person off. It doesn't piss me off when you're around - it just makes me laugh at all the stupid things you can STILL manage to do in front of all the people who find you annoying (and in some cases, fat and ugly LOL!!!).


Type of person #3: The Fake.
Errrr, PLEASE shut the fuck up. Sometimes (actually, never), the sound of your voice is not the equivalent to the sound of wondrous, euphonious music. Keep your fake laughter within you, and your wanna-be cuteness within your house. Only your mom would accept that. If you don't want to care, don't fucking ask the questions. Don't go complaining to your mom that you can't take the bullshit anymore. Just stop asking - when you ask the questions, that leaves room for you to bring the drama to yourself. Figuratively, of course(:

Please don't try to act cute. "Ehehehe." "Hehehe!" No skank, your fucking giggling just makes me scrunch my face up in disgust. Plastic surgery is still an option though.


Type of person #4: The "want to do something but doesn't" person.
I hate when people are out, and all they wanna do is stand around or sit there. Get your lazy ass up off that ground and ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING, before you sit down. You make people "feel bad" for you when all you're doing is sitting there. If I were you, I'd rather be sitting AT HOME, where I could actually sit and do something, rather than sit outside and can't do anything. If all you wanna do is stand there and pretend to be pretty with your skanky ass, please, I invite you to compete in Miss America, or one of those retarded beauty pageants where all the contestants MUST be anorexic, or close to it at least. Kthx.

Also, when a person has a fight or argument with some of their friends, and says it's not his or her fault, IT PISSES ME OFF. Dude, it takes two to fucking tango and you probably did something to provoke the argument, so fucking take responsibility. Don't freaking say that THEY should come up to you to fix the "problem," because maybe you're the problem and you have to fix yourself. Instead of tearing other people's strong bonds apart, fix your weak bonds with the people who used to call you a friend. Not everyone runs after you to try to keep you from running away. If all you're doing about it is spazzing, you might as well not spaz because there's really no reason to if you think the people within the bond (the one you've broken severely) are so much "cooler."

Man, I'd really like to see things from your point of view, but I can't stick my head that far up my ass & into the same bullshit you'd like to play.


Type of person #6: The Follower/Hypocrite.
Don't make or do something just because "everyone else" is. Be yourself, lmao. Maybe you can't be yourself ROFL! And even plastic isn't even close to what you are, physically and mentally. I hate when either I or someone else introduces a new idea or function, and there's always this one person (no, I'm not talking about you Jeff. You're a whole different story; but not within this post, okay?) who tries to rebel against it... until someone else brings it up. Then all of a sudden, the idea or function becomes "sooo awesome" and that wanna-be rebel goes and performs that idea or function. This type of hypocrisy makes me wanna scratch your eyes out and feed it to hungry hippos.


If you took offense to anything I've said, then you must find some correlation to yourself.. GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS? Time to have a little self-evaluation. :D Because.. I didn't have anyone in particular in mind as I typed this... (:



Someone is asking me to go to sleep now.. so I shall continue this blog at a later time.
Goodnight(:


edit - same day (: just @ a later time heh<3

Oohooh, I realized that I forgot a minor detail when I closed off, so here it is - THANK YOU KWANIIE, for helping me with this post (: Otherwise, I wouldn't have known what to write or how and where to begin (:


I simply added on to what I started - there may be new sentences within the paragraphs.. so yea ROFL. I'm kinda tired now so I'll blog later .. yes again :x
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