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Thursday, November 25, 2010,12:12 PM
Happy Thanksgiving
This year isn't over yet, but I've learned so much about myself, and the people around me, friends or not. I've lost, and I've gained, but what matters in the end is what I still have. In one of Peter's retarded notes {♥}, there was a question that asked "Did you figure out who your real friends were this year?" Peter very wisely answered something along the lines of, "I don't know what you're talking about; what the fuck is a -fake- friend? Either you're friends, or you're not." Upon reading that, I had many different emotions and thoughts rampaged my mind. In the end, I realized that what Peter said was indeed true. BUT I still keep my views about fake friends - they do exist. Point being, I personally did figure out what was real and what was fake, what was illusion and what was reality. I wrote a list of people I love under my profile picture, no particular order - like REALLY love. Please don't be offended if you're not on the list. Maybe we're just not close enough yet. Because it's Thanksgiving, I'd like to be thankful for you all. Monday, November 8, 2010,9:56 PM
Day 13 : Someone You Wish Could Forgive You
I think I buy material things to satisfy the real things I want : love, joy, happiness. Money definitely cannot buy any of those things; just satisfies me for the moment, and then there I go again, buying more and more things, whether I need them or not. But on the real, I want a Kindle or a Nook. ////////////////////////////// I watched this video - "Love Language" by jubileeProject LOVE IT ♥ Go ahead, click it. I dare you to tell me you didn't like it, and mean it. ---------- Dear Someone You Wish Could Forgive You, I'm not sure who I've done wrong, but if I've done you wrong, please forgive me. I'm not trying to say that I'm so perfect that I couldn't have done wrong, but off the top of my head, I don't really feel like I regret anything. Y'know? The only person I wish could forgive me, is me. Love, Sharon
Saturday, November 6, 2010,4:26 AM
November 3, 2010
So I realized that I didn't have a post for November 3rd, 2010. It was my birthday. And yet again, it was a birthday so not worth remembering. I mean, I guess that's alright, considering that I only turned 19. And that I've been feeling as if I don't have friends anyway. I really don't. Like really? Who really reads this stuff? If anyone were to read this blog, they'd be like "get the fuck outta here." I'd be labeled as "emo," too. //eyeroll. I swear, I feel like I'm alone out here in this world. I thought I knew the true meaning of love and friendship, but I guess I was wrong. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have a shitty birthday this year, compared to last year's 18th. But it wasn't one that I was expecting either. I loved everyone who went, but not because they went. I didn't even feel like I was celebrating my birthday - just another typical hang out date. Just like I was telling Joe, eating out is so overrated; we can just eat anytime and call it a celebration for something. But Joe's right - it depends on how it is celebrated. When all the people who said they'd go, flaked, it was heartbreaking. Thanks, Joe - for being the one and only who was definite. Not that you'd ever be reading this, but one day when I come back to re-read my blog, I will be reading this :) Thanks to 76th street & Ozone Park for celebrating my birthday, even though it just felt like "just another one of those days." It was fun, I guess. But even though y'all are my friends, y'all are technically Danny's friends. I wanted to celebrate with my friends. But again, who are my friends? I feel like .. I have a lot of "friends," but no FRIENDS; y'know? What happened to those days when I could talk to someone without being so angry at them? Yea, I don't really remember those days anymore. It's 4:33AM and I'm sitting on the opposite side of Danny's room, where Danny's across the room, sleeping so peacefully. Honestly, I wish I could be sleeping. How could I love someone so much, but he doesn't openly place me as top priority? I love you, but... (and I'll regret saying this) maybe you're right. Maybe it is best if we did not date anymore. But I wouldn't be able to stand it. Happy birthday to me! ...right.
Friday, November 5, 2010,4:30 PM
Day 12 : The Person You Hate Most/Caused You the Most Pain
So.. I guess for now, I don't need a new coat? I scrapped some form of warm clothing for the time being. BUT the only thing about it is that it's white. I mean, normally I like white, but ehhh.. it's a big "coat," and I'm sure it'll dirty easily. Sigh. I am waiting for other colors to restock (grey preferably, but black should be nice too..), and I'll most likely own all three colors soon. I'll probably own a North Face Denali Fleece Jacket soon; I've got a deal for $87, in my size and preferred color of black, BUT.. I don't want to pay the $9.99 shipping fee - I'm trying to get it for local pick up. Meh. I hope that's allowed, because $87 for a NF Fleece is pretty cheap! ♥ Anyways, other than that, I think I have a pretty good idea of how my winter is going to feel - warm and lots of lahve! :) Although.. the only thing I'm missing is a pair of warm gloves. I don't like bulky gloves either.. yuck! .. Or the ones with "holes;" I think the yarn knit ones? LOL. Not warm at all, and too fuzzy for its own good. I want a North Face one - any "natural" color is good (like deep grey or black, asphalt grey is nice). So.. Secret Santa, here's a cheap gift idea - North Face gloves :) Thermal preferably! Ahaha. Speaking of which, I'm gonna need to start buying cheap hand warmers :) Wooo~ --------- Dear Person that I hate most, or caused me pain, You mean nothing to me. You may have caused me pain, but pain goes away. Well, I guess scars don't, but those scars will just have to remind me of how much I hate you - hate goes a long way. Love, Sharon P.S. "Love"? How ironic.
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