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Age: 19
Status: Single __112210.
Location: New York City
Job: iSell Korean Circle Lenses; otherwise unemployed
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Wednesday, February 23, 2011,5:26 PM
Day 25 : The Person You Know that is Going Through the Worst of Times

there's an old book, it's too hard to read
but if you look, you'd see how you look through my eyes
but now one more chapter's gone by
and i know, it's time to move on
even though i'm not ready
i've got to be strong
and trust where you're heading
and even though it's not easy,
i know the right kind of love doesn't want to miss the future,
but staying in the past, it will always hold on,
but never hold you back
and even though it's not easy,
right now, the right kind of love
is love that lets go.


Last words.
Good bye...


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Dear the person you know that is going through the worst of times,

I don't know.


Love,
Sharon
Monday, February 21, 2011,11:27 PM
Day 24 : The Person that Gave You Your Favorite Memory

+44 - Make You Smile

The next time I see you you'll turn away
I'll say hello, but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away
I don't, don't want to take you home;
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone
If I could, I'd only want to make you smile
If you would stay with me a while.


So... I don't want to be blogging about you anymore.
I said you'd always be my baby, and that will forever remain true - however, I have decided not to live the rest of my life regretting, or being sad about, us. I have to admit that I am very happy right now; I've found friends who truly love me for me, without judgment and hate and previous lies. They know what I've done with you, and what I've done to you, and they still love me for me - I even told one of your friends, and he doesn't judge me the way I thought he would have; this is what true friends are. I hope you're genuinely living life well, and happily, because I really am. I am having the time of my life, and my spirits have never been higher.

There are things that these new friends do that still remind me of you, and my heart hurts just a little bit every time, but that pain is slowly being replaced by the love and joy that they give me. I'm letting them heal the wounds you created - and they're doing a great job. They wipe away my tears without question, and with genuine love.

Remember I said that it was too late for you to do anything? I think I really meant it - I was already torn, and broken to the point of "unfixable". That's probably why it still hurts to be reminded of you and what used to be. BUT, like I said, this is my closure blog post - no more after this, babe. I might have something good going for me now, and I'm going to let myself be happy now.

Some day, I hope that we can see each other on the streets and not pretend that we're strangers. I do ask about you when I see mutual friends, and I genuinely want to know how you are. Maybe one day, you'll hit me up, and we'll grab coffee or something, and catch up, yea? ♥


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Dear the person that gave me my favorite memory,

LOL, it's kinda funny that I don't have a favorite memory; I sorta just remember all the recent things that I've been doing - and it also is kinda ironic that Panda was like, "Why you ain't blogging about how awesome we are on your blog," and here I am, about to blog about how awesome they are. Y'all have been my supports, without even knowing it. I hope we'll stay friends for the longest time. Every day with you guys is a new memory, and I love this about our group of friends - I'm never bored, or thinking about what I could be doing instead. Thanks for easing me into your friendship. I doubt you'll be reading this anyway, because I'm going to erase the history on Kevin's computer..... but if you ever do find it, I LOVE YOU GUYS. I'm going to re-read this post in a few months and smile, because I know I won't be needing anything to remind me what I was thinking while I was typing this post.


Love,
Sharon
Sunday, February 13, 2011,11:59 AM
Day 23 : The Last Person You Kissed

Hi,

I still get jealous when I see that you've been speaking to another girl, or when a girl has been interacting on your Facebook. But I guess it's great that you are - I'm replaceable, just like any other girl, so you really shouldn't dwell on what used to be. However, just because she can replace me, that doesn't mean that she can replace what we had. Because as much as I negate our relationship, I believed so badly that we had something real. Don't feel too bad, because honestly, I'm talking to guys too :D But that shouldn't be anything new to you.

I have to admit that I don't stalk your Facebook that often; today was the first time since my last blog post (but then again, I don't really have much time to dedicate to stalking since I've been trying to use my time to forget). But damn, I still suck at this - I think as I keep thinking that I miss you less, or that I love you any less, there's a small part of me that misses and loves you more. Just a small part, don't get gassed up. I do wonder how it would be like to see you - would it be awkward? Would my heart flip? Would I start crying? Would I be angry? Sad? Hurt? I hope you're doing okay.

Here, let me share a little something with you : "An Ideal Man"
I really didn't ask for that much, and even though SHE said it was made for jokes, she also did say that she meant some of the things she said. It kinda looks like she meant ALL of the things she said though... And I think that it applies to me. I'm not trying to prove anything, just saying. So watch it; she's definitely not bad to look at or listen to (:

For those who don't want to sit through the whole video, and for you -
1. Don't lie - I told you this before; you always said, "If I told you, you would've gotten mad." But like she said, if you woulda just told me in the beginning, I woulda been upset a little, but now that I found out, I'm more upset. No excuses! Maybe this is why I didn't exactly trust you.....
2. Spoil us - I never asked for any presents, but it would've been nice, because it woulda "made me feel important."
3. Take us out and show us to your friends - Ha, you kinda sorta did this, except you never really did it? Like I said, I never meant PDA, but c'mon! -_-
4. Text or call back - SERIOUSLY. Like she said, "If you were really busy, just say -BRB- and that takes 2 seconds. When you don't text back, it makes it suspicious. Texting and calling is a lot!"
5. Don't flirt with other girls - self-explanatory. When you stop flirting with other girls, it makes us feel important (:
6. Late night calls - I don't like phones, but I've told you that I looooooooove late night calls, because it's like you're willing to stay up.

I'ma end this with : If I'm not one of your top priorities, then forget it, because I don't want to just be one of your options.

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Dear the last person that you kissed,

I've done a lot of kissing lately (; ON THE CHEEKS ♥ Been feeling very loved, and loving. But anyway, hmmm. What do I even need to say about this? LOL. Nothing.


Love,
Sharon
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