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Age: 19
Status: Single __112210.
Location: New York City
Job: iSell Korean Circle Lenses; otherwise unemployed
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009,11:05 PM
A Reason A Day, as I remember to do it. [or if I do it for the next day haha]

26 Reasons Why I Love You:
[020309] You make me smile, and those times stand out amongst all the other bad times.
[020409] You're still with me - any other guy would probably have given up on me & my hard-to-deal-with attitudes.
[020509] Everytime I feel you slipping away, or when I feel like everything's fading, you always unintentionally let me feel your love.
[020609] Most of the time, you make me feel like I'm special, like I'm the only one in your eyes.
[020709] You've rescued me from my pessimistic thoughts about how I'm destined to be screwed over by every guy I date.
[020809] You're silly, immature and so in touch with your inner child, and I like it (most of the time, sometimes it's just like wtf) because all the retarded things you do and say make me laugh (aside from those stupid things, you know what I mean).
[020909] You love me for me (or so I think), and that's all I ever wanted for a guy to feel about me.
[021009] To me, you're truly amazing & you give me reason to love you more and more everyday.
[021109] You (try to) teach me things that I don't know or understand about you, or that are a part of your life, which makes me feel as if I am actually a part of it.
[021209] You always take a step back to make sure I'm okay, and that I'm happy with everything.
[021309] You make me feel like I'm holding on to something real, because I really am holding on to something real.
[021409] You keep me wanting to be with you, making me miss you.
[021509] You always tell me how much you love me, which is more than I love you (which is not true). ♥
[021609] I think I may have liked you before I knew it myself, and that's because you always talked to me back then & I felt special to always have someone want to talk to me, ME!
[021709] You've made me feel emotions that I never thought I could have.
[021809] When you touch me, sometimes I get this rush of warmth and instant security, even if you're only holding me for a short second.
[021909] You make me feel happy & lucky to have someone I like so much to wipe away my tears of sadness, which in turn makes me cry tears of happiness.
[022009] You eventually "come back" to me, after leaving me to do something else - haha I almost wrote someONE else - (even though at times, I'd rather you stay with me rather than leave before coming back).
[022109] I feel extremely comfortable around you, and to be honest, that's a feeling that's hard to come by for me, especially around/with a guy.
[022209] You're always extremely modest about everything - baby, you ARE nice, you ARE well-respected by others, especially friends, & you ARE, well, pretty much amazing.
[022309] You make me feel as if you want this as much as I do, even though you don't show it (unless that IS the case, then correct me if I'm wrong).
[022409] You make me feel as if I don't need to hide myself behind the masks that I do, even though I still hide. :)
[022509] Even though you tell me that I picked the wrong guy, and that you can't give me the kind of relationship I "want," I think I picked the right guy for me, right now - there isn't anyone else who would give two shits about all the little things, like you do, and what I want, doesn't exactly match up to what you think I want. *Maybe it's just that you picked the wrong girl.
[022609] We have the most stupid conversations sometimes, and that doesn't even matter - it makes me the happiest, I laugh the hardest, and I smile the brightest.
[022709] We also have the most stupid arguments about the most stupid things, which makes me cry the hardest, feel the most pain, but it also makes me realize how important you are to me, because it's proof to myself that everything is real.
[022809] With you, I'm at my highest.

None of these reasons even matter, because in reality, I never needed any reason to love you. It simply just is. I love you because I love you. Love just is. I trust you with all of my being. Just even thinking about reasons to prove why I love you just makes my love for you worth all that less, because I have to prove why I love you. But.. you asked for reasons, so I came up with them - one for each day of February since the 3rd. I'm glad you asked though - now I know myself, that I don't love you for nothing. Obviously, there aren't only 26 reasons for why I love you - they're only the obvious ones that I can pick out. There are so many other reasons why, I just can't name them off the top of my head. All you have to do is trust me - trust my love for you, because I trust yours.♥

I love you. 080308 - 030308; 7 months.
Also, while it's like, yay, I'm happy with you - the whole thing about "celebrating" each month, it's almost like doubting ourselves, like a "Yay, we're still together" kind of thing. I'm not complaining about the celebrating; I'm still doing it. I like it when you don't remember exactly how long we've been together, or when we first started dating, so even if I get upset at you for not remembering, deep inside, I'm actually relieved; so please, if I ever ask, pretend to not know.
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