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Location: New York City
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Sunday, March 22, 2009,8:37 PM

Drowning - Backstreet Boys
Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Boy you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

So, as many of you may know (not that many of you actually read my blog, but anyway), I don't exactly take apologies lightly - I just don't accept them. Yea, because "sorry" is really going to do anything. It's like "Oh sorry I just killed him." Like sorry's gonna do anything. I mean, I'm not THAT extreme, but seriously, "sorry" just doesn't cut it for a lot of things. Sorry suffices if you accidentally bumped into someone, if you knocked something down that wasn't yours, you know, stuff like that. Yea, not that sorry does anything for that, it doesn't really take back the fact that you did bump into someone or whatever, but a simple sorry can show sincerity for such situations. However, for other things, such as cheating on your significant other, lying (to the extremes), hurting someone (whether indirectly or directly), and other stuff like that, sorry, but "sorry" just doesn't cut it.

Don't get me wrong, I definitely apologize, I say sorry. I used to never say sorry. Then I started to apologize for everything I did. Then I realized how stupid I sounded, and how pushover-y I sounded, so I just stopped apologizing for my existence. I don't like apologizing, even if I am wrong, but only because I apply what I said above (about sorry not cutting it) to myself. When I apologize, I feel like I should do something about it, rather than just say sorry, but I feel like I can't do anything else BUT apologize. I definitely feel really sorry, and the only time you'll hear me actually say sorry is when I feel SO BAD that I cry.

In the end, I just don't accept sorries; I'll say it's okay, it's okay, but to be honest, 80% of the time, no, it's not okay.. even though I'll get over it, whatever IT was that you had to apologize about. Maybe I don't accept apologies, but only the ones that people either don't know why they're apologizing, or the ones that people apologize for, but the situation could've totally been avoided to begin with.

I just hate hearing sorry, because sorry does nothing.
Do something about it.


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