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Age: 19
Status: Single __112210.
Location: New York City
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Monday, March 23, 2009,8:23 PM

Mute - Jessa Luna
Gotta catch your attention
Just wondering
Are you feelin’ me too?
‘cause my lips were locked
Couldn't talk to you
Tell me what am I gonna do
I was on mute
Because of (you)
Couldn't talk (you)
Had me on (mute)
I was on mute

So this song could go a couple ways. Sometimes I'm just so speechless, it's like I'm on mute. Other times, it's like I'm invisible and even if my lips are moving, people don't hear the words that come out of my mouth. By this, it's pretty much like ignoring someone to their face.

When I don't wanna talk, I won't talk. Don't be so quick to assume that something's wrong. I just don't want to talk - what is it that makes you think something is wrong? Did you do something, and now you have a guilty conscience? Ha, caught you! I guess when my mouth isn't talking, my mind is - it's having a conversation with itself. Haha, sounds so freaking emo and lonely, but that's just how it works. I just need to think and put my thoughts in the correct "parts" of my mind.

When I do talk, I don't want to repeat myself. Just listen to me the first time and don't ignore what I've said. What I have to say should be as important as what everyone else has to say. If you heard me, at least respond to it - don't just brush it off as if I didn't say it. I'm not like that - I address what everyone has said. I hate it when I freaking suggest something and everyone just fucking continues talking like I didn't say anything... and then minutes later, someone just shoots out the same suggestion I did and everyone goes "OH YES. LET'S DO THAT." Uhm yea, cute. I just said that, assholes. It's not the "credit" I'm after, but more of the fact that I EXIST, and that I can TALK too. If I don't exist to you, then just let me know, okay? I'm fine with that because if you can forget that I exist, I can easily remember that I don't know people like you.

& sometimes, it's just so hard to keep anyone's attention. Must I do something outrageous every moment of my life just so that when I want to get a point across, people will listen? LOLS. Shit, it's not even about the attention; JUST FREAKING LISTEN TO SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF WOULD YOU.

So just lift your finger off that mute button, and listen carefully to the things my heart says.
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