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Age: 19
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Location: New York City
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009,10:17 PM
Reminisce.

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Reactions:
mandykins: that song
mandykins: LOL?
mandykins: wtf?!? LOL
mandykins: "It means baldy in french, no joke"

poonage: lolol
poonage: i remember we used to sing this at the park

yeekwaniie: i used to watch that

jeffie: HOLY
jeffie: lol
jeffie: i used to love that show

victorkwokkkk!: I use to liek that

kevinLow: i used to watch that
kevinLow: i know the words

eriicLee`: LOL wtf
eriicLee`: tat was a waste of 43 secs of my life

jimmyLiiii: why did u just show me that
jimmyLiiii: idk wtf this is
jimmyLiiii: jk
jimmyLiiii: caillou
jimmyLiiii: that shit is ill
jimmyLiiii: i remember
jimmyLiiii: when i was sick
jimmyLiiii: 11am
jimmyLiiii: it was on
jimmyLiiii: like 8 years ago

jimmyLiiii: THEY GOT A NEW SEASON?
jimmyLiiii: yoo
jimmyLiiii: im hype

eriic --: wtf


Remember those days? I do. I used to watch Caillou even though I was like 12. It's such a soothing cartoon. Rosie, Gilbert and Dino - ah, the joy. I don't know - I was just in the shower and the song popped into my head. Then I IMed jeffie the first couple lines of the song and then youtubed it LOL. I'm silly, but yeh. I feel like we're all growing up mad quickly; so fast that I can't even see it happening.

Recently, I feel so unmotivated to do anything. Nothing comes out of anything and I just can't deal with life anymore. No emo - I'm happy and all I guess, and things are taking their right paths, but some things just are turning the wrong way (i.e. school). I think about all these things that don't really need to be thought about - which leads to unnecessary feelings of insecurity for different things like getting accepted into college, what will happen in college, who I will know and be with still once in college, just how life will be like once we're college students. I simply have no motivation to do anything. If I don't do anything, it's like I've given up. That's not even close, because I probably didn't exactly try to begin with. If I DO do something, it's either never enough, or something else piles onto it. I don't know, life is a bitch.

In the cartoons, everything is perfect - family, friends, school. I guess it's just part of American culture to hide the bad parts of life and sugarcoat them by making life seem like a fairytale, which it most definitely is not, for 99.99% of the world's population. I wish I was a cartoon character - I'd only feel what I'm drawn to feel. Cartoon characters are cute and adorable, they get what they want and they always have to cutest things! Not that I want to be exactly like them, but their lives seem so amazingly perfect.

Eh, other than whatever I just blogged about, I'm okay overall. (:
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