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Age: 19
Status: Single __112210.
Location: New York City
Job: iSell Korean Circle Lenses; otherwise unemployed
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009,7:49 PM

You're Not Alone - Shayne Ward
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
You're not alone

This could be for anything and anyone who thinks they're "burdening" me with their problems or dilemmas or whatever. I have nothing better to do - I'll always be there for you. When you think no one is there, I am! I don't care, I won't judge you.

I'm not one to talk, but I hate when people try to act like they're okay when they're not. Like fuck, if you want to cry, do it. If you're mad, scream at the things your mad at. If you're upset, let it be known. If you're lost, ask someone to help you find your way. Seriously, don't plaster that fake smile on your face and be all like, "Yea guys I'm okay :D" because no, first because you're not okay, and you're just asking for attention, whether you want it or not. If you don't want to talk about it, state that! But again, I shouldn't be saying this, because I do the same shit, but only because I don't want people to think about MY problems - I want to think about them myself, and to solve them myself. When I'm hurt, I just want to dwell in my own sorrow; I'll get over it soon. Just lemme cry and I'll be okay eventually; could take a little while, could take a bit long. Whatever it is, I will get over it. That's it.

Recently, I've felt so distant from everyone - friends, 'close' friends, "best" friends, even my boyfriend. The distance isn't bad, nor is it good either I guess. With all this extra time and "space," I suppose, I was able to think about a lot of things, like where I stand in everyone's lives - the people I know at least. There's a lot that I've realized, and a lot of things that I do now are reflecting the things I've heard, even though I don't think of myself the way other people do. Just exactly where do I fit into everyone's lives? I don't really care, I'm just myself - how important I am to you does not matter to me anymore, but how important anyone is to me, IS important to ME. I can tell you that I'm not the type of person to have just ANYONE be important to her. If you're important to me, I will do almost anything for you. You guys know who you are. Too bad you don't know that I'm always here for you no matter what. I want to know what's going on with your lives, I'd like to understand what you're going through, I want to be right beside you as you're going through a painful state or whatever. It hurts me a lot to not be able to understand your pains.

I guess all I really wanted to say could be summarized in one sentence...
You're not alone, and if you ever feel like you are, don't; because I'ma always be here for you.
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