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Age: 19
Status: Single __112210.
Location: New York City
Job: iSell Korean Circle Lenses; otherwise unemployed
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009,10:22 PM
Thank you, and I'm sorry.

there's a lot of things i should apologize for.
i'm sorry, even though it's not enough.
i wish you'd talk to me like before.
i'm sorry, even though you already told me it's not like that anymore.
i constantly want to be beside you.
i'm sorry, even though it doesn't matter.
i expect you to want to be by me too.
i'm sorry, even though I know sometimes you do.
i want to be the girl you can't get enough of.
i'm sorry, even though I don't know if I am or not.
i can't get my feelings across "correctly."
i'm sorry, even though sometimes it's just you don't understand.
i don't understand you.
i'm sorry, even though I try.
i only understand what you let me.
i'm sorry, even though I'm not that smart.
it seems like i'm never happy or satisfied.
i'm sorry, even though you are the person who makes me happy.
i seemingly make you do things that you don't want to, or hate.
i'm sorry, even though for some things, I sorta want it.
i make it seem like you're a bad person.
i'm sorry, even though I never mean things like that.
i'm not as optimistic as you are.
i'm sorry, even though I am, just for different things.
i'm insecure.
i'm sorry, even though deep inside every girl, insecurity is there.
i tell you how i feel, how it is in my head.
i'm sorry, even though i want to know how it is to you too.
i make you upset with the things i say.
i'm sorry, even though i didn't mean to.
i want you to be happy.
i'm sorry, even though it's always me who makes you unhappy.
i feel like i ruined your life.
i'm sorry, even though i'll never regret you.
i restrict you from things like games.
i'm sorry, even though i just want to talk to you.
i expect a lot from you.
i'm sorry, even though i just want you to show me you care.
i want to keep you.
i'm sorry, even though i know i should set you free.
you said i changed - i'm not who you thought i was.
i'm sorry, even though i'm the same person.
i fell for someone who doesn't want me,
as much as i want him.
i'm sorry, even though it hurts.
i love you.
i'm sorry, even though it's true.
i really am.

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