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Sunday, October 17, 2010,2:39 PM
Day 7 : An Ex-Boyfriend, Crush, Love
So I've actually been updating consecutively; woo I'm proud of myself. I should really be doing my homework for the new few classes, so that the stress I had doesn't return and bother me. I guess I'll do that in a bit, then Lunia for a bit. Lunia was pretty fun; I actually spent some money on it, haha what a nerd. Anyways, I've been feeling better; I think I just needed to take some time away from all the bullshit, so that the goods things can fall together. It's like when someone gets drunk; all the good blood cells were together, then the alcohol separates all the good blood cells, and even though they still existed, everything became bad because of the alcohol. ---------- Dear ex-boyfriend & ex-crushes, Crushes first: Crushes are crushes for a reason - they crush you, and that's exactly what all of you did to me. Haha, I say "all of you" like there were a lot. There were only a few of you. I know for two of you, I was so crushed, I didn't get over you for 6 months (each), 8th grade into freshman year, one after the other. It's no wonder I have such a bleak outlook on love! You were too nice to me, for not liking me that way. I loved all the times we spent together - probably why I even liked you. Those times are over though, and we don't talk anymore; even if we see each other on the train, we pretend not to know each other. It's okay, I prefer it that way - I know for a fact that you've changed, and I prefer to keep my opinion of you from the 8th grade, just the same. And the other one of the two, meh, you weren't that important - I don't know why I fell for you, so no need to speak of you. A third, man, you treated me too nicely too, for not liking me. Waaaay too nice. I felt so used; just to bring it up now, but I've forgotten, and pretend not to remember when I see you. We're friends, right? So .. gotta put these little things behind, but deep down, I will always remember how you hurt me so easily. And for the rest of you, you didn't really impact me, so .. bye, have a nice life. Boyfriends: Most of you were douchebags; I only had 3 boyfriends (that count), fyi, including Danny now. I can honestly say that I truly liked none of you, now looking back. That's probably why I dated you for 3 weeks max, and then broke up with you. Haha; probably just an infatuation or something. I only truly liked one, and we were supposed to stay friends - it's been a while, and I haven't heard from you. How are you? What have you been up to? Not because I still like you, because I am WAY over that, but because I worry about you - you're supposed to be my friend, and I've heard many stories about what you've been like, and it's not positive. Oh well. So lesson is - the ones you crush on will crush you, but the ones you will crush the ones you date. When you've found someone who you're crushing on, AND you date them - hold on to them. Danny, don't let me go. Love, Sharon |
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