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Saturday, November 6, 2010,4:26 AM
November 3, 2010
So I realized that I didn't have a post for November 3rd, 2010. It was my birthday. And yet again, it was a birthday so not worth remembering. I mean, I guess that's alright, considering that I only turned 19. And that I've been feeling as if I don't have friends anyway. I really don't. Like really? Who really reads this stuff? If anyone were to read this blog, they'd be like "get the fuck outta here." I'd be labeled as "emo," too. //eyeroll. I swear, I feel like I'm alone out here in this world. I thought I knew the true meaning of love and friendship, but I guess I was wrong. Don't get me wrong, I didn't have a shitty birthday this year, compared to last year's 18th. But it wasn't one that I was expecting either. I loved everyone who went, but not because they went. I didn't even feel like I was celebrating my birthday - just another typical hang out date. Just like I was telling Joe, eating out is so overrated; we can just eat anytime and call it a celebration for something. But Joe's right - it depends on how it is celebrated. When all the people who said they'd go, flaked, it was heartbreaking. Thanks, Joe - for being the one and only who was definite. Not that you'd ever be reading this, but one day when I come back to re-read my blog, I will be reading this :) Thanks to 76th street & Ozone Park for celebrating my birthday, even though it just felt like "just another one of those days." It was fun, I guess. But even though y'all are my friends, y'all are technically Danny's friends. I wanted to celebrate with my friends. But again, who are my friends? I feel like .. I have a lot of "friends," but no FRIENDS; y'know? What happened to those days when I could talk to someone without being so angry at them? Yea, I don't really remember those days anymore. It's 4:33AM and I'm sitting on the opposite side of Danny's room, where Danny's across the room, sleeping so peacefully. Honestly, I wish I could be sleeping. How could I love someone so much, but he doesn't openly place me as top priority? I love you, but... (and I'll regret saying this) maybe you're right. Maybe it is best if we did not date anymore. But I wouldn't be able to stand it. Happy birthday to me! ...right.
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