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Monday, February 21, 2011,11:27 PM
Day 24 : The Person that Gave You Your Favorite Memory
+44 - Make You Smile The next time I see you you'll turn away I'll say hello, but you'll keep on walking The next time you see me I'll turn away Do you remember where we used to sleep at night? I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away I don't, don't want to take you home; Please don't, don't make me sleep alone If I could, I'd only want to make you smile If you would stay with me a while. So... I don't want to be blogging about you anymore. I said you'd always be my baby, and that will forever remain true - however, I have decided not to live the rest of my life regretting, or being sad about, us. I have to admit that I am very happy right now; I've found friends who truly love me for me, without judgment and hate and previous lies. They know what I've done with you, and what I've done to you, and they still love me for me - I even told one of your friends, and he doesn't judge me the way I thought he would have; this is what true friends are. I hope you're genuinely living life well, and happily, because I really am. I am having the time of my life, and my spirits have never been higher. There are things that these new friends do that still remind me of you, and my heart hurts just a little bit every time, but that pain is slowly being replaced by the love and joy that they give me. I'm letting them heal the wounds you created - and they're doing a great job. They wipe away my tears without question, and with genuine love. Remember I said that it was too late for you to do anything? I think I really meant it - I was already torn, and broken to the point of "unfixable". That's probably why it still hurts to be reminded of you and what used to be. BUT, like I said, this is my closure blog post - no more after this, babe. I might have something good going for me now, and I'm going to let myself be happy now. Some day, I hope that we can see each other on the streets and not pretend that we're strangers. I do ask about you when I see mutual friends, and I genuinely want to know how you are. Maybe one day, you'll hit me up, and we'll grab coffee or something, and catch up, yea? ♥ - - - - - - - - Dear the person that gave me my favorite memory, LOL, it's kinda funny that I don't have a favorite memory; I sorta just remember all the recent things that I've been doing - and it also is kinda ironic that Panda was like, "Why you ain't blogging about how awesome we are on your blog," and here I am, about to blog about how awesome they are. Y'all have been my supports, without even knowing it. I hope we'll stay friends for the longest time. Every day with you guys is a new memory, and I love this about our group of friends - I'm never bored, or thinking about what I could be doing instead. Thanks for easing me into your friendship. I doubt you'll be reading this anyway, because I'm going to erase the history on Kevin's computer..... but if you ever do find it, I LOVE YOU GUYS. I'm going to re-read this post in a few months and smile, because I know I won't be needing anything to remind me what I was thinking while I was typing this post. Love, Sharon |
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