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Wednesday, April 13, 2011,9:20 PM
Always Be My Baby.

So, I don't know about you, but sometimes, when I get the chance, I still stalk your Facebook.
I haven't read your Tumblr for the day just yet, but I'll get to it after this post, lol.

I read in one of your posts -
"You say I'll always be your baby, but your words mean nothing to me."
It was something like that.

I think I might have commented on that already, in a previous post, but I think you're right.
It really does mean nothing.
But at work today, a particular song came on, and at first, I was just singing along, but as I continued, I started paying more attention to the lyrics.

Even without re-reading all of my most recent posts, I know for a fact that I've always been writing that I'm happy.

But am I really?
With tears running down my face, writing this post, I don't know if I'm happy anymore.
I think, I lost/gave up a great thing.
And then I think, there are better things out there.
But even still, I think maybe I regret giving up on that great thing.
Just maybe.

I don't even know what the hell I've been doing these past few months.
I feel like I've crossed over into another world;
as if I'm on vacation from my real world.
It feels like this is a fake world or something.
I don't even know.



My Boo - Usher ft. Alicia Keys

There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming 'cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see, oh baby
You will always be my boo

Do you remember girl, I was the one who gave you your first kiss
'Cause I remember girl, I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame, and people screaming your name
Girl I was there, and you were my baby

Yes I remember boy, 'cause after we kissed,
I could only think about your lips,
Yes I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spent my life with
Even before all the fame, and people screaming your name
Boy I was there, and you were my baby

It started when we were younger, and you were mine, my boo
Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes, my boo
Even though we used to argue, it's alright, it's alright, that's okay, my boo
I know we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine, my boo
And when I see you from time to time, I still feel like that's my baby, my boo
And you can see it no matter how I try to hide it, my boo
And even though that's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo.

So there -
you'll most definitely always be my baby.
And I did love you.
Maybe I still do.



Do you remember what I said to you?
"Move on - if I regret it later on, it'd be on me, alright?"

I hear you've decided to move on, definitely.
That's great for you, really.
Don't stay in the past.
♥


edit//
So I see you've removed your Tumblr link from Facebook accessibility.
But I still remember it, so ha...

I think I need to see you or talk to you in person.
We haven't seen each other since the morning after Christmas,
and we haven't heard each other's voices since the day you called me after returning from Canada.

Just saying.
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